Self story

 I'm shubhangi koshti                                                                                                24 - May -2023

In this blog I'm talking about myself.

Now I'm so tired to live but I don't want to die as nothing. I have a dream that I want a good job. But after completing my Post graduation MCA 1 year gone but still I don't have job. That's why I'm so upset to improve my knowledge and confidence I joined qspider. In that I understand no one is permanent everyone is temporary. 

So many friends are make but they used me and I foolish helped them every time. For my time no one came. So guy's don't make spacial person or friends which uses you but make good friends who think about you.

Now I'm jobless. I wish that before my parents ask to do job, I want job but it's not happening.  Although my mother asked my brother for my job. it's pathetic that I unable to search job and make my parents happy. My mother and father asking day by day what are you doing and I'm saying I'm just doing study for interview they ask when you will go interview.

Guy's I just wanted that before my parents ask for do job before that I have to settled. Then I will make them happy. 🥲

But now I'm so much sad that I unable to make happy for them efforts. My parents are very good and supportive that's why I'm still unmarried they give me chance to do myself some things good. But I didn't get any one call from any company.

Today one friend ask me are you single at your whole life how it possible.

I said yes it's possible because I'm not interested in relationship, becouse if that person is trick me or used me as some friends and some relatives used me and break my heart. And also I'm not good looking so I think no one can truly love me. If they do. they will definitely some reason do stay with me. And one more reason if both sides true love but some issues happened parents side both are heart broken. One more reason if something happens with me who love me get hurt more.

That's it's better live life single with friends and family. And do Hard work for your dreams. Love will break you but when you achieve your dreams/ goals. It will give you more happiness. And make happy to parents. 

God will give you best partner ❣️

I know bappa always with me but why he is so Hard to me.

In reality I'm not doing good study.

So I have to do be strong and do my work properly. Then definitely I will win 😊.

I love bappa and Krishna.❣️

25 - May - 2023

Today, I'm feeling good. But today also i wast my day. I have nothing done any study. I didn't concentrate on it lots of thought are coming in mind.

I sleep over day, and now i'm so sad for nothing done any study.

tomorrow i will definitely go outside for morning walk then i will fill good. if i go tomorrow then i can do any thing. that i decided. 

03 - Feb - 2024.

Today i understand that we are unable to do anything that we decided,

if we want to do anything that we have to do anything do better future.

I got job in 19 july 2023, But i didn't save anythig and aslo unable to handle family and family relation.

because i dont have more salary to support my family.

for better life i have to change my life style and change schedule and i need to do more practice.

i need to tack care of below things -

1. health

2. mother

3. save money

4.  for my filed job i need to study every day(at night).

need to do hard work more and more (and do not say any one that you are doing study)

i just need to be start study and do regularly. 

5. searching new job talk as much as people that they can help me.

6. need to search new room.

7. for mother good job need to be do.